Just A Fucked Up Girl

See my icon. I just want to be sure that I make it clear that I am not to be spoiled for Prison Break. Don't spoil me for Supernatural either. I'm talking about not mentioning what's going to happen in episodes before they air. As soon as they air you can talk about them all you want as I will most definetly be watching them in real time. Seriously though could you not even make veiled references to spoilers? Like saying I heard a spoiler and it makes me mad or happy or whatever. That is kind of a spoiler in and of itself. I admit to being guilty of this last season when I heard the T-Bag hand spoiler and posted about it by saying how I heard a spoiler that upset me and then cutting. But I have sworn off all spoilers now and I apologize for having done that. So ya, not to be a bitch but I want to make it perfectly clear: Spoil me for Prison Break or Supernatural and I will have to stab you in the eye with a fork. So don't, kay? :)

Stolen from audragoren ( TV Meme )

I taped Veronica Mars tonight but I still haven't decided if I want to watch it. I mean do I really want to add another fandom to my very long list? And what if I get all obsessed and I desperately want to buy the first two seasons? I can't afford to buy them. It just seems like it might not be a great idea. I dunno. *shrugs*

anteka posted a Supernatural soundtrack today. It made me think of songs that remind me of the show. I thought of one that's not only perfect for Dean and Sam Winchester but also for Jack and Sydney Bristow:

"Have a Little Faith in Me"
When the road gets dark
And you can no longer see
Let my love throw a spark
Have a little faith in me

And when the tears you cry
Are all you can believe
Just give these loving arms a try
And have a little faith
Faith in me

Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith
Faith in me

And when your secret heart
Cannot speak so easily
Come here baby
From a whisper start
To have a little faith in me

And when your back's against the wall
Just turn around and you will see
I will catch your
I will catch your fall
Just have a little faith
Faith in me

Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith
Have faith in me

I've been loving you for such a long long time
Expecting nothing in return, just for you to have a little faith in me
They say time, time is our friend
'Cause for us there is no end
All you gotta do is have a little faith in me

I will hold you up
I will hold you up
And your love gives me strength enough to have a little faith in me
Oh darling, have a little faith in me

Five by Five TV Fandom Meme

A) List Five of your TV Fandom Favorites
[Doesn't have to be your top 5, just five of your favourites.]
1. Which makes you cry the most?
2. Which makes you laugh the most?
3. Which makes you gasp outloud/talk to your TV the most?
4. Which do you do the most art for?
5. Which will/do you miss the most?

B) For each of your favorites, list the following:
1. Favorite Episode
2. Favorite Character
3. Favorite Premiere
4. Favorite Finale
5. Why is it one of your favorites?

( My answers )

I just re-watched "Shadow", Dean broke my heart in the scene where Sam tells him after they kill the demon that he's going back to school. When it comes to killing the demon I think Dean doesn't want to. I mean obviously part of him does for revenge and because it's hurting people. But the more selfish part of him doesn't 'cause he knows once they do his whole life will change. His brother will leave and God knows what his father will do. All he wants to do is keep his family together and the demon is the one thing that unites them. Poor Dean. :*(

I couldn't sleep last night (again *sigh*) so I just started making icons out of pictures I had saved on my computer.

( 18 multi-fandom icons )

Those of you who didn't vote for Jack Bristow in my poll are dead to me! (Never turn against the Bristow family)

Jack-"Have you had dinner? If memory serves you always liked Mitchelli's"
Sydney-"I haven't eaten there since I was eight."
Jack-"I do eat you know."
Sydney-*laughs* "I'd like that actually."
(And then they walk out with Spydaddy's arm around Sydney.)

I know season 3 is a pretty crappy season but the one thing that I love about it is that by then Sydney and Jack's relationship has reached the point where she actually trusts him. In the first two seasons she was so willing to believe the worst in him but now she realizes he loves her and he would never do anything to hurt her. She can finally take comfort and strength from him. Plus he's reaching out to her, trying to give her someone to talk to, to have companionship with now that she's lost her friends and Vaughn. Plus he's more affectionate and warm to her. *smooshes my Spydaddy and daughter oh so tight*

I am thinking of writing a crack fic with my Superteam. I just need to figure out what the hell their mission would be. *L* A couple of my friends teams have challenged my team and I say: Bring it! With Jack Bristow leading my team, they cannot lose. They will kill your team and T-Bag will defile their corpses. Plus I got a witch and a genetically engineered super soldier, beat that! What, you can't? That's what I thought.

Also I found a Supernatural/Dark Angel crossover fic today. It wasn't so good. They were trying to pair up Dean with Max. Um no. I want to see Dean/Alec! Clone slash is totally hot. You know they'd be up for it. They're both just a little bit infatuated with themselves. I had an idea for a fic where those two meet up but I have no confidence in my fic writing skills.

I changed my userinfo, including putting up a list of my top 5 favorite TV characters.

1. Theodore "T-Bag" Bagwell from Prison Break
2. Jack Bristow from Alias
3. Dean Winchester from Supernatural
4. Alec X5-494 from Dark Angel
5. Casey Novak from Law & Order: SVU

I was surfing around Amazon.com and they had a feature in their DVD section on Actors We Love and they had Victor Garber! I have a couple of my fave lines from it:

Why We Love Victor Garber
Because he can never crack a smile and you still love him.
Because when he delivers a retort like "She is made of iron, sir. I assure you, she can (sink)." in Titanic, you're actually glad--for a moment--the ship will sink.

About his role on Alias: When he saves Sydney (Jennifer Garner), it's always more fun than when Syd's paramour Vaughn does it.

Word!

Read the whole thing here


P.S. Anybody know where I could find an icon with little Dean and Sammy from the pilot?

Just watched "Phase One". I remember the first time I watched it. I waited for the Superbowl to finally be over so I could see the big shocking episode of Alias they were promising. And man did they deliver on the shocking part! I was jumping up and down and freaking out at what was happening: SD-6 and the Alliance destroyed! It all being part of Sloane's plan! Francie being killed and replaced with Faux Francie! My favorite bit of the episode is not the big dramatic Sydney/Vaughn kiss (whatever) but Sydney running slow motion down the hall to save her father's life. The way she couldn't talk because she was choking back tears when she saw how he'd been tortured and his saying "I'm okay sweetheart, I'm okay." You know I live for the Sydney and Spydaddy moments! Also when she was pleading with Dixon to help her because they were gonna kill her father and she was crying. Oh I forgive you Sydney for not always being the best daughter cause you really do love him!