Just A Fucked Up Girl

*sigh* Why is the sound on my computer fucked up? It worked fine last night. I don't know what to do to try to fix it.
Okay so it's working now. *shrug*

colleendetroit just posted her new Ryan O'Reily doll and she used the head from "Beach Fun Ken", a.k.a Plastic Dean! I'd know that head anywhere. Wow it's bizarre that plastic Dean and Ryan would have the same head.

I'm watching season 5 of Alias now and I just love that my show has exchanges like this:
Jack-"Cover your mother. If she even so much as blinks..."
Sydney-"I'll shoot her."

The Bristows are the ultimate dysfunctional family. Also loved seeing Will back. It was so funny when he found out he had a bomb in his head and Marshall said it was a small bomb and it wouldn't do too much damage. Will was like so I'll be okay and Marshall said no, but there won't be any collateral damage. *LMAO* Bascially saying your head's gonna explode but we'll be fine. Of course it reminded me of the Dark Angel episode when Alec had a bomb in his head, it's not like a bomb in the head is that common a plot device. You know Alec was much more calm about it than Will was.

I watched some of Alias season 4 tonight. I was working my way through season 4 when I stopped to watch Buffy season 1. Then shortly after starting season 2 of Buffy I started watching season 1 of Veronica Mars. But since Alias season 5 is coming out next month I decided I should finish season 4. I only have six more episodes to go.

My mom had this weird attitude about me watching Veronica Mars. So I said do you even know what it's about? And she said no. I said well what do you think it's about? And she said it's like Beverly Hills 90210 isn't it? I said um no, why would I watch anything like that?! And she said well you watched that show once. Ya, for one season when I was 10 years old! I don't think you can hold anything I liked when I was 10 years old against me. I mean I liked the New Kids on the Block back then for crying out loud! The point is I don't do soap operas. I know that shows that are on during primetime aren't called that but they basically are just soap operas that air at night with better actors. I can't watch a show that's just about people's boring personal dramas. All the shows that have a continuing storyline that I've been a fan of had something extra to make it interesting. Like Buffy was about fighting vampires; Alias was about spies; Oz was about prison; Supernatural is about fighting demons; Veronica Mars has the whole detective angle. The only show I really watched that was pretty close to a soap opera was Queer as Folk but it was about gay people, so there was a twist.

Taken from verbalthing:
( From each of your fandoms, choose your favorite character, ship & episode. One only! )

I want to say thank you to cinderblock42, xxxpromisexxx and visionofblue for the lovely birthday cards they sent me. (visionofblue, could you tell Ziggy and Kitty Pooh thanks for me?)

Check it out, I made a little Dean and baby Sammy icon! :)

So according to my poll results thus far Casey is the best ADA (of course), T-Bag is the hottest escaped convict (duh), every single person on my flist is a Dean girl (Sam gets no love), most of my flist are cat owners (yay for cat people), and Vern is evil.

I got my hair cut today! It's much shorter and I love it. It's all butch dyke fabulous. My mom and the hairdresser told me it looks cute on me. I'd provide a picture but the digital camera I bought was crap and I returned it. I'll take a pic with my regular camera and one day get it developed and scanned for y'all.

I have to go to my therapist today. Blech, I hate going there. I don't want to talk about my feelings. I want to keep them all bottled up inside until one day I explode and kill everyone around me! Is that so much to ask?!

My mom is a total Mike Rowe fangirl but she's in denial about it. She just keeps saying she likes the show when I mention it. But the other day she was trying to tape it and it wasn't working. She came poundng on my door in a panic, telling me the show was coming on and I had to get the tape fixed now! She also said that Mike has his shirt off in this one. Ya mom, you just like the show. Just keep telling yourself that.

It's not so hot out today as it's been lately. There's supposed to be storms tonight. I hope they're not too bad that we can't watch TV. Supernatural is on tonight and I have two episodes of Carnivale I need to watch so I can mail them back to Blockbuster tomorrow.

OMG I'm watching this special on IFC about queer cinema and they showed clips from this movie called "Punks" and they show a clip of C-Note (Rockmond Dunbar) making out with another guy! And that other guy is the guy who played Clayton Hughes on Oz! I might have squealed just a little too loudly. ;)

I still love Oz. *whew* I was worried I didn't like it anymore since the last couple times I watched it I didn't really enjoy it. It must have been my mood or something cause tonight I watched a couple and ya, the Oz love? Still there. :)

This may also be a sign I am coming out of my depression. *crosses fingers*

C.O-"You looking for some spank time in the hole?"
Robson-"Uh no."

Not funny alone but the way Robson said it was priceless. I find myself liking Robson more and more. Damn Aryans, why you gotta be so charismatic?! You're supposed to be despicable, stop making me like you.

One of the episodes I watched is the one where Ryan asks Gloria to help him and Cyril escape. In the next episode she tells him what Sara should have told Michael: Hell no!

I can't believe I didn't post a single entry yesterday. I've been kind of busy. I got some fish! Four of: Theodore (but everybody calls him T-Bag), Jack (after my Spydaddy), Casey (after my favorite ADA) and Alex (for Eames).

Tonight I had a riot marathon. I watched the riot episodes of Prison Break and Oz.

It was really stupid of them on Prison Break to think they could just let the guard go and he wouldn't say anything. I find it very hard to believe that Abruzzi, the mob boss, would have a problem killing him. Abruzzi is cold-blooded why would he suddenly have a problem killing someone?

Some of my favorite quotes from "Riots, Drills and the Devil":

T-Bag-"Bellick, I got one for ya. Whaddya call a piece of white trash who couldn’t pass the cops exam and now makes less than a mailman? A C.O."

Bellick-"You know Teddy you really let me down and that’s hard to do because I don’t expect much from the inbred child of a retard."

T-Bag-"Oh just what I thought! Piglets are scared of the big bad wolf! Big bad wolf!"

T-Bag-"I’m just kickin’ it with Deputy Dog. You know, talkin’ women."

T-Bag-"After I kill you, I’m gonna crawl out that hole and call me up a limousine and me and yo’ baby’s goin’ to the prom.


I noticed that the Prison Break and Oz riots had a couple of things in common. They both had a rookie C.O get killed and in both the dickhead governor called in the troops to end the riot. Here's some more comparisons of the riots.

Riot started because
Oz: A couple of guys got in a fight over a game of checkers.
Prison Break: Michael shut the air conditioning off.

Who lead the riot
Oz: Mostly Said; but also Ryan, Miguel, Adebissi and Scott Ross.
Prison Break: T-Bag until he discovered the escape plan.

Hostages taken
Oz: 6, after McManus traded himself for the two wounded C.Os (McManus, Father Mukada and 4 C.Os)
Prison Break: 2 (Dr. Tancredi and a C.O)

I leave you now with a quote from the Oz episode "A Game of Checkers" (which just happens to be my favorite Oz quote ever):

Said-"Now I am not saying that the men in Oz are innocent. I am saying that they are not here because of the crimes that they commmitted but because of the color of their skin! Their lack of education, the fact that they are poor. You see this is not about getting smoking back, or conjugal rights. It's not even about life in prison. It's about society taking responsibility! It's about the whole horrid judicial system! Now we don't need more prisons, bigger prisons, better prisons. We need better justice."

August is gonna be a good month for me! Look at all the stuff that happens next month:

August 8th-Prison Break season 1 on DVD (got mine pre-ordered)
August 10th-My birthday!
August 16th-My mom's birthday
August 22nd-Poseidon on DVD (Mia, my lovely Mia!)
August 28th-Prison Break season premiere!!!

Today I watched "Wild Thing" which is a truly bizarre old movie that Robert Knepper starred in. It has a lot of people I recognized in it though. It had Robert Davi, who is the go-to-guy when you need a really, really ugly man for a part. Usually for bad guy roles but he did play a good guy on "Profiler". Betty Buckley, who played Ryan's mom on "Oz", was in it. Clark Johnson who was on "Homicide" and in another RK movie called "Renegades" was in it. And it had two of the actors from a cheap horror movie called "Zombie Nightmare" that was watched on "MST3K". That is one of my absolute favorite "MST3K" episodes! I have it on tape so I can watch it over and over again. Anyway the guy who played the psychotic jackass Jimbo was in this movie, plus the blonde girl who played the blonde girl who gets killed in her underwear in "Zombie Nightmare". The plot of the "Zombie Nightmare" movie is basically a guy gets hit by a car and dies and his mom has this voodoo lady turn him into a zombie so he can go kill the 5 teenagers who were in the car that killed him. Oh and Tia Carrera and Adam West are in it. And it really sucks.

Now I leave you with some of my fave quotes from that episode:


Crow-"And Tia Carrera, we might actually have to pay attention!"

Jimbo-"When Jimbo wastes a guy, he stays wasted."
Tom Servo-"Hey that's a good slogan."

Mike-"John Goodman on Hume Cronyn's back could outrun this guy!"

Tom Servo-"Suddenly the Twist & Creme seemed a much darker place."

Crow-"Ah the club 'Jobless'"
Mike-"Office temps cut loose"

Tom Servo-"You know it takes a real man to wear Farrah Fawcett hair."

Tom Servo-"What stage of grieving is this?"
Mike-"It's the goofy stage."

Tom Servo-"Searching three provinces for sleazy chicks."

Crow-"She's hiding behind a WINDOW!"

Watched Oz tonight. The episode "Cuts Like a Knife", which isn't very good until the last 20 minutes or so when they get into the Schillinger/Beecher/Keller storyline. That's the problem with Oz, they have all these storylines going on at the same time and you have to sit through all the boring ones to get to the good ones. (There was one other really good scene in it where Ryan sang to Cyril. I'm a sucker for the Ryan and Cyril brotherly love.) Anyway I was just thinking about how Schillinger and Keller both got to show more humanity than usual in this one, especially Schillinger. Of course both characters redemption didn't last, this being Oz and all. By the end of the series they were back to their old bad ways but they got to be kind of good-ish, at least briefly.

I still really want to see the Prison Break characters interact with the Oz characters in a fic. Especially T-Bag and Schillinger since they are so alike. They would of course fight over control of the Aryans. Plus Schillinger would hate T-Bag because he's a pedophile. And T-Bag would be taunting Schillinger about Beecher and how he couldn't control his bitch.

First I have a couple of big thank you's to make: visionofblue sent me the song "Hate Me" and I love it so very, very much so a big thank you to her! Also piekid is sending me Alias season 1 on DVD because she doesn't want it. So a huge thank you to her for that! :)

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I need to find some Alias icons of my two favorite characters Jack and Nadia.