Just A Fucked Up Girl

My dream casting for Lucifer on Supernatural next season would be Robert Knepper. He's so good at acting deliciously evil! If they are going to have a sexy angel (I don't see it but everyone else seems to) then they should have a sexy devil too. ;)

Fuck you Sam! You are the world's biggest idiot and douchebag. The things you have done are absolutely unforgivable and I hope you choke on your demon whore's blood and die.

In conclusion the odds of my watching season 5, really not so good.

I just read the description of the next episode of Supernatural "The Rapture" and it says ( Cutting for people who think episode descriptions constitute spoilers )

I'm trying to stick with Harpers Island but so far it's a real honk shoo. The only reason I'm even trying to stick around is for the love of Jim Beaver*. Apparently my love of Katie Cassidy was just for her as Ruby cause her on Harpers Island isn't doing much for me.

Oh speaking of Jim Beaver, apparently Bobby is in the last three episodes of Supernatural this season! *squee* Bobby is the only character they haven't ruined this season and they better not kill him! Don't make me have to choke a bitch Kripke!

*Which is a totally platonic love. I do not find him attractive. I love him like I love Victor Garber.

I'm debating with myself over whether or not to watch Supernatural tonight. I know it's just going to make me angry, especially after watching the trailers for it. I may just tape it and maybe force myself to watch it some other day. I don't want to let it ruin my mood tonight especially since Bruce Springsteen is going to be on the Daily Show and I can't wait to see Fanboy Jon!

Speaking of Jon Stewart. I love Jon Stewart. I think he is probably the most wonderful person alive. He is my hero. I don't understand how anyone could not love him. And anytime some asshole talks shit about him I fly into a rage. With that said, fuck you John Gibson! Just because you and your cronies at Fox News don't experience these things we humans call emotions doesn't mean you should mock other people who do. Apparently empathy and compassion are completely foreign concepts to you and selfishness and contempt are all you know. People like you almost make me lose all hope for humanity. Thank goodness for Jon Stewart because he keeps my hope alive.

I'm feeling really depressed today. I was going to post pictures I took of my cats but the stupid computer won't let me. *grr* So instead here are a bunch of random pictures that make me smile.

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I have been reading more Supernatural spoilers. ( Cutting for spoilers and speculation )

At this point I am so disgusted with Supernatural that I don't care if it even gets a fifth season. I won't say I hope it gets cancelled cause I know a lot of people still like it but I would be almost relieved if it was. I feel like a traitor for saying this stuff but I am just so upset about what the show has become. As I said to colbertobsessed the show totally jumped the shark when Dean went to hell and I really don't think it is ever coming back from the clusterfuck it is now. I feel bad because I used to love the show and I have made so many friends online because of the show and I used to think nothing could make me give up on the show. Clearly I have been proven wrong on that last point.

Oh Sam you really, really dissapoint me. Repeat after me, the ends do not justify the means. You know I started to do a whole ranty post on how this whole plotline makes no sense (seriously how can a bunch of angels not take out one demon?) but then I decided I really don't care. I am sad about how lame my show has become though. I miss it not sucking.

P.S. Is the lesson we are to learn from the main plot in this episode "hey it's better to let untold numbers of innocent people die just so we and our friends/family can be happy"? Cause that's the way it seemed to me.

I didn't watch the new episode of Supernatural tonight because, surprise surprise, the channel fucked up again! I guess I will have to download it tomorrow. Not long ago I would've lost my shit over this, tonight I just shrugged and watched The Rachel Maddow Show. I actually taped her show last night cause I was watching Criminal Minds when it aired.

ETA: Now that I've been informed that a certain character was in the episode I am really not looking forward to watching it at all. Seriously Kripke, what did we do that makes you hate us so much?