Just A Fucked Up Girl

Taken from verbalthing:
( From each of your fandoms, choose your favorite character, ship & episode. One only! )

I want to say thank you to cinderblock42, xxxpromisexxx and visionofblue for the lovely birthday cards they sent me. (visionofblue, could you tell Ziggy and Kitty Pooh thanks for me?)

Check it out, I made a little Dean and baby Sammy icon! :)

I was listening to iTunes and thinking about all the songs that remind me of TV characters and I just had to post about it.

( Extreme geekiness in here )

These are all Adebisi and Ryan:

Adebisi-"Better watch that pretty little ass."
Ryan-"No need, you're too busy watching it for me."

Adebisi(about Ryan)-"Fuck that pretty little mick."

Adebisi(to Ryan)-"You worry too much pretty boy."

Adebisi-"You're one sick motherfucker O'Reily."
Ryan-"Coming from you that's a compliment."

The South Park Character Generator is so much fun and so addictive. I made a few of my favorite characters with it.

( Check them out! )

Thanks so much to scarletts_awry for letting me know about it.

I know I'm a major slasher but I do have a het pairing I love (shocking but true!) and I wanted to dedicate a post to that pairing.

Ryan O'Reily and Gloria Nathan from Oz are the only het pairing I actively ship and read fanfic for (although there's not a lot out there). I didn't even want to ship these two but they just got into my head and wouldn't go away. They just have such amazing chemistry and there scenes were just so damn good! Dean Winters, who plays Ryan, said he thought he might be a little in love with Lauren, who plays Gloria, in real life. *L* They even put in a dream love scene because Dean requested it and he would sneak kisses into scenes when they weren't even written.

I'm posting some pictures of my favorite pair (provided by the lovely visionofblue) and posting the lyrics to "White Flag" which I think is a great Gloria/Ryan song from Ryan's P.O.V. (You're lucky I only posted one song, I made a whole freaking soundtrack for those two!)

( Pictures )

( Song lyrics )

This poll idea was stolen from colin_chaotic:

[Poll #727027]

Got this meme from audragoren:

( List your fandoms and your favorite character, ship, and episode from each )

Your Brain is 33% Female, 67% Male

You have a total boy brain Logical and detailed, you tend to look at the facts And while your emotions do sway you sometimes... You never like to get feelings too involved

I had this weird dream last night where I was getting all cuddly and romantic with Richard Belzer. I love Belzer but not in that way.

Meme time!

( List your 3 favourite shows, 5 favorite episodes, 4 favorite moments and 3 favorite quotes )

It was impossible to come up with favorite quotes for MST3K so I just picked a few from my favorite episodes. I know I should've waited till after the Prison Break finale to come up with my list but I just couldn't wait. Also beware Prison Break spoilers.

Tonight I watched Oz again for the first time in weeks. Oh how I missed my violent, amoral cons! I watched "The Bill of Wrongs" and "Works of Mercy" tonight. "Works of Mercy" is my second favorite episode of Oz, after "A Game of Checkers" of course (everybody knows I loves me a good riot). "Works of Mercy" is just filled with such amazing scenes though: Beecher's kids being kidnapped and Shirley Bellinger's execution. And of course all the Ryan scenes. The scene where Gloria confronts Ryan, when she accuses him of hiring someone to rape her, is one of the best scenes ever! When he lies to her and says he did. The pain in his face when she says she hates him. Then him saying "Tell me one thing, where you thinking about me when he was fucking you?" Her atacking him and then collapsing in tears in Sister Pete's arms while Ryan is pulled from the room still yelling "Were you thinking of me?!".

Then there's the next scene where he tells Cyril that everything Cyril did wrong was because of him."You gotta know that Cyril. I'm guilty, not you."

Of course the scene where he confesses to Mukada that he lied to Gloria about being behind her rape is amazing too. "Because it's what she wanted to hear. Because it's what she needs to know to make herself whole again."

OMG IT'S SO FUCKING GOOD!

Love Oz! Love Ryan! Love the O'Reily brothers! Love Gloria! Love Gloria and Ryan's fucked up relationship! Ryan/Gloria shipper, that's me!

Leaving to go see Margaret Cho soon! *OMG SQUEE*

Things to do when I get back:

-Upload Prison Break mood theme to my mood themes

-Work on my Oz mood theme. I need to finally get that made cause it's a damn shame that there is no mood theme for Oz out there. (Of course mine will be probably 75% Ryan but whatever, it's still Oz)

In all my fandoms I have one character who I adore above all others. Sometimes I don't even know why it is I adore them so much, I just do.

Oz-Ryan
Prison Break-T-Bag
Without a Trace-Danny
House-Foreman
SVU-Casey
Criminal Intent-Eames
CSI NY-Stella
Harry Potter-Hermione

As far as fanfic goes I don't have OTPs so much as I have OTCs (one true character), the character I will read paired up with almost anyone. It's usually the character I consider my favorite but for some it's different. Like in SVU it would be Munch or Cassidy; HP would be Snape. And it usually has to be a slash pairing. I really don't like het at all.

To all you people who ask us slashers "Why do you have to make everybody gay?" I say "Why do you have to make everybody straight?"

The Beecher/Keller shippers really get me. I myself am a fan of those two on the show but I am realistic. I see the relationship for what it is; completely and utterly fucked up and destructive. Those people who complain that they didn't have a happy ending are delusional. I saw someone say they wanted the show to end with those two getting out of prison, moving in together and raising Beecher's kids. UM WTF?! Those two aren't going to set up a house with a white picket fence and be normal. One of them would end up killing the other. Keller is a psychopath, sorry but it's true. He loved Beecher in his own way, but that is far from a healthy, normal way. And you may be saying "But you ship Ryan/Gloria." True, but only within the confines of the prison. I have no delusions that Ryan and Gloria could get married and go skipping through the daisies together. I want them to stay as they are: Ryan behind bars obsessing over her, her obsessing over him and hating herself for it, and no big happy ever after ending. This is Oz people, wake up and smell the coffee.

Getting down off my soapbox now.