I'm not okay

[fangirl1981]

Listening to My Chemical Romance 'cause that's the kind of mood I'm in. I'm also posting lyrics to my favorite song of theirs, "Thank You For The Venom".



Sister, I'm not much a poet, but a criminal
And you never had a chance
Love it, or leave it, you can't understand
A pretty face, but you do so carry on,
and on,
and on

I wouldn't front the scene if you paid me
I'm just the way that the doctor made me, on,
and on,
and on,
and on
Love is the red of the rose on your coffin door
What's life like, bleeding on the floor,
the floor,
the floor

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe

So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

Preach all you want but who's gonna save me?
I keep a gun on the book you gave me, hallelujah, lock and load
Black is the kiss, the touch of the serpent son
It ain't the mark or the scar that makes you one,
and one,
and one,
and one

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe

So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
You wanna follow something
Give me a better cause to lead
Just give me what I need
Give me a reason to believe

So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

I don't have this song on my computer or I'd provide a download for you. If anyone does want to download it, let me know and I'll try to get that done for you one day. Right now it's too freaking hot to go to the library.


Also reading fanfiction to try to improve my mood. Found a few really good ones by keepaofthecheez:

"In Which Sam Begs a Favor and Dean is Confused and Horny" - Underage Wincest, oh my!

"Wherein Jared is Totally and Completely Secure in His Sexuality, Thanks." - Jensen/Jared RPS (got a problem with that?)

"Wherein Jensen Plays Hard to Get, and Jared is Determined" - Sequel to the other Jensen/Jared fic.