#2.11 "Playthings"

[fangirl1981]

I started out really liking this episode. It was fun at first. Then they had the promise. I have to admit to being a bit pissed at Sam for making Dean promise to kill him if he turns evil. Sam seems to think that Dean could kill him, be sad for awhile but then move on with his life. No, he can't. Dean would sooner kill himself than Sam. If Dean did that it would destroy him. What Sam is asking of Dean is tantamount to murder/suicide. Of course even if Dean didn't kill Sam, if something happened to Sam it would destroy him anway.

I'm really pissed that the writers can't seem to lighten up for more than two seconds. I mean does every episode have to end up an angst fest? It's really starting to bum me out. I really miss not depressing season 1. Season 2 has this whole doomed feel to it. Like the only way the show can end is with horrible, gut wrenching tragedy. *sigh* I don't know why this is upsetting me so much tonight. I might even look back at this later and think what the hell was wrong with me and delete the whole damn thing. I just wish the writers could throw us a freaking bone here? Make it seem like maybe this isn't inevitably going to happen. That possibly this whole Sam turning evil thing is wrong. I mean, come on!