Me = crazycakes

[fangirl1981]

I seem to be the only person who had a problem with last night's SPN. I'll probably be watching it again tonight with my mom. She watches CSI on Thursdays so I always bring over my tape of SPN on Friday and we watch it. (I also have to bring her the new CSI NY since she watches Medium) Maybe I'll have a better reaction upon my second viewing. I just don't know what was up with me yesterday. I started out that day all peppy and cheerful and then after the show I got all depressed. It's probably just my manic depressiveness.

This season of Supernatural is reminding me of how I felt during season 6 of Buffy. I hated that Buffy lost the will to live. She was hurting and desperate just to feel something and every single week we were reminded of that and it was just so emotionally draining for me. Everytime it seemed like things might get better, they totally didn't. I get way too emotional about my shows, can you tell? It's not like I think everything should all be puppies and rainbows all the time either. I love season 2 of Buffy to itty bitty pieces because of the Angelus storyline. And ya, huge with the angst and pain there. But besides the fact that they balanced out the angst with humor so well, Buffy didn't give up. She still had that spark, that fight in her, and that made me feel like everything would turn out okay in the end.


I'd say I need a hug, but I'm not a huggy person. How about chocolate? Or porn?